I know that I have made you dissapointed. I make you feel what you have done for me is useless. I’m conscious that I feel guilty with you. At this time, I have not made you happy. But I will make you happy.

          I’m not perfect and I can’t be perfect. But I will attempt to become the best for you. I receive all advices which you give for me.But perhaps I just do some advices. Because I have other methode and maybe it isn’t what you want. Perhaps, it’s the thing which makes you angry and disappointed with me. I know that you do it bcause you don’t want me to do the wrong way.

          If you knew that my purpose makes you happy, I would take you fraom the snare which always bind you.

          If we could understand, this matter would not happen.

          If the God gave me long life, I would make you proud of me.